Stream Of Consciousness

Become What You Are is one of the greatest album titles ever, the Smashing Pumpkins are kind of underrated, but I don't doubt Billy Corgan is a bit of an idiot. This morning the dentist told me that I am genetically predisposed towards plaque. I walked past a window that had all of these trophies in it, and I thought they were kind of quaint. Middle Class is not the goal. I know someone who I think works 80 hours a week somewhere in corporate America. I know someone else in drug rehab who can't keep a job. Do you want to be remembered forever? Do you want to be historical? I've recently discovered that white wine does have redeemable qualities. What do you listen to when there's nothing you particularly want to listen to? My relationship to music is totally 14 years old. I have to need a song, I can't just love it. Meadowlake Street by Ryan Adams is the saddest song ever. I'm not particularly sad right now, I just like the song.

(Deep Breath)

I have all these diverse interests, but I focus on very little. That's never really bothered me, but I've been aware of it. Yesterday it bothered me. I'm very good at playing devil's advocate. It allows me to argue with everybody. I met someone last week who doesn't eat fruit, not even tomatoes. This guy at the cafe I'm writing at thinks he saw a rat, so now I'm watching out for rats in the hedge. I will never ever like rats or bugs. Why is it that I'll watch fiction on tv, but other than the occasional mets game, I never watch non-fiction on tv. Oh yeah, it's not information dense enough.

That's it, go back to work now.